EXO | Gen

100 days of dreams
12 8 x 100 w | because of this. i woke up, was smacked in the face with that (thanks you know who you are :c) and... more writing exercise than anything.

12 x 100 )

not fiiiiiiiiiic



n.n

although really, i hope it's obvious i don't take myself seriously either ;;; but please let me know if you have anything you would like to say~!

i should be shot hm

You Can't Clear Your History IRL (aka Between a Rock and a Hard Place)
eh lu han this is why you don't give your boyfriend the password to your computer okay.




[15/06/2012 9:33:03 AM] -- ♥: the diary of lu han

dear diary
MY OTP BROKE UP
WHAT DO I DO JAEJOONG ISN'T IN THE COMPANY ANYMORE :<
my life has lost all meaning


erm the full version of what prompted this for the sake of posterity yes

opposite me, exo-m, minseok/xiu min centric, gen

相反的我 // Opposite Me - minseok-centric (xiu min)
but he never says no, not even in his dreams. (g, ~4k w)

相反的我 (The Opposite Me) is the name of both a Zhang Yunjing song and album. Ridiculous historical/artistic liberties were taken with this, especially in regards to Jino and any events in general. O-oh and happy birthday to our favourite kungfu panda ;;


change me, exo-m, yixing/lay centric, gen

change me // 改变自己 - yixing centric
they give him a chance to be famous. he takes it.

a/n: feelings fic. just, near 4000 words of feelings fic. most importantly, this is fiction, this does not properly reflect on who yixing is, and more than anything, 艺兴我爱你,我会永远支持你.ugh the showcase left me with so many feelings. note: jia you/加油 is a rough equivalent to ganbatte/fighting/hwaiting/good luck/work hard. 'change me' is the title of wang leehom's 2007 album and title song, although the song has nothing to do with this, i just liked the title! most importantly please don't come after me with pitchforks. i bite. or...mostly just roll.


half a glass, exo-m, KRAY, SHOULD BE ASLEEP

half a glass
yixing wonders if wu fan likes it and the washroom is small. deliberately misleading summary is misleading. 如果flist有interest的话,原文(XD)在这~ 对~不~起~写得比较别扭 不敢leave open... 写到一半 最后还是翻过来把它写完== my english is awkward and my chinese is more awkward ;u; i should be banned from a keyboard after 10pm!!

abandoned jje/daiki-centric au

this was actually the prequel to memories and largely dealt with daiki's backstory, as well as some of yamada's. considering the last time i touched this was april of 2010, i think it's safe to say this is never getting written again. i think i was also dealing a lot with the idea of death and what it meant, which was a carryover from memories that i didn't get to explore much at all. BUT YEAH. /leaves this here


Encounters )

fic notes )

of clouds, harmony, and a special kind of syntax

of clouds, harmony, and a special kind of syntax
kyuhyun eats pasta and zhou mi is still not old.

i deal with mid-life crises by writing fic okay. i have feelings :| also, pottermore isn't loading. now i have more feelings.


They only make the awkward attempt at reconnection years later. )

dystychiphobia (and a fear of falling) - 也许明天 [1/3] ; sjm: kyuhyun/zhoumi

title: dystychiphobia (and a fear of falling)
alternate title: 也许明天
pairing: kyuhyun/zhou mi
rating: PG-15
wordcount: ~26k
summary: fate draws the lines but it is our choices that paint the colours. where kyuhyun is a navy officer, zhou mi is a pirate, and ships fly. steampunk!au
warnings: (highlight) rocks fall people die. minus the rocks falling part.
notes: written for [livejournal.com profile] kpop_bigbang. SO UH CHINA IS WEST OF KOREA. IF IT ISN'T, IT IS NOW. PS try hovering over text like this. Bonus! Extended notes at end of fic because they were obnoxiously long fffff. (thank you tlist, kiyumi, cal, and yunyun♥) Also: "You have flying ships. What's reality?"

drabble dump; kpfm 9.0 [qmi, jongkey, gen]

drabble dump from kpfm9.0 challenges


things we want, things we have ; qmi
but she knows she has a curse on her / a curse she cannot win / for if someone gets too close to her / the pins stick farther in




it's not the end of the world (yet); jongkey
when you meet someone and then the next day it's as if you don't know how you ever lived without them




best bandmate ever; qmi
in which zhou mi keeps a straight face and kyuhyun should be nicer to the fans




taemin-centric
something about a description goez here




いつもそばにいるから; qmi
there is traffic, kyuhyun is late, and zhou mi hears things

cutting the gordian knot (or why Russia doesn't quite suit Koreans) ; 1/1 ; [qmi] - nc;17

title: cutting the gordian knot (or why Russia doesn't quite suit Koreans) AKA the bowjob.
pairing: QMi
rating: NC-17
wordcount: ~1000
summary: Kyuhyun has a ridiculous bow. Zhou Mi gets it off. Among other things.
notes: okay so basically there was this conversation on facebook in which i lost any shred of dignity i may have had and um. it was a lot less removing the bow and a lot more...other stuff!?!? i.e. first time i write smut. okay no i have a confession, i did a bunch of (really bad) smut fills on the hsj/jr kink meme way back when because i thought it would be hilarious. and (both) title(s) courtesy of [livejournal.com profile] minamoto because i cannot come up with titles.


Cochlear ; 1/1 ; [QMi]

title: cochlear;
pairing: QMi;
rating: PG13;
wordcount: ~7200;
summary: Kyuhyun has trouble letting go, ZhouMi has trouble remembering, and Henry may or may not exist. Virtual Reality!AU.
notes: AU, written October 2010. Didn't turn out how I wanted it to, and too lazy to fix it. Should also probably mention that world was heavily inspired by [livejournal.com profile] diamondsjack High Tech, Low Intel minus the roller blades.


today tomorrow and never more ; 5 kisses they didn't have + 1 [rita/atsuro]

today and tomorrow and nevermore
- Five Kisses They Never Had + 1 They Did

( Note: iTunes on shuffle, hit play, and write. (Okay, I cheated and went over the song limit for like, two of them ><) And try to fit it to the 5 + 1 theme. DIDN'T REALLY WORK and produced 6 disjointed drabbles instead. Haha for YunYun because, well yeah. WHAT IS THIS and I ship it. Too bad the chances of this ever happening ICly is like, 0. Because someone's a tsun. )

oh my god what is this )

Drabble Set 3

measures of love ;
( G, 297, YabuHika )
?, 2009
he used to think that love was measured in cups of coffee )

ˈrɛstlɪs
notes: InoDai, Loveless!AU, April 2010

on names and thereof )

in a once over second chance time ;
( future!AU, Yamajima!friendship, 770 words)
2010 May
It was the times like these that made him rethink everything. )

Oneshot: Memories [HSJUMP - Yamajima-centric]

title: memories ;
    目には映らないもの信じ生きよう
pairing: Yamajima-centric
rating: G
wordcount: 4078
notes: AU, written October 2009


in the end, it's what we're all looking for )